It's? Well I'm not even sure of the proper date but sometime after this event everyone calls the calamity.
As I'm writing this, a few recruits whom I can only hazard a guess as to their names are practicing their swordplay in the background of the Gladiators Guild. All I can say is that it's at least been several weeks since I arrived in Ul'dah and signed up at the Adventurer's guild, starting to do small things for the locals here and there...heh though I don't know much about myself I never figured I'd be so eager to help x merchant slay 1000 monsters or help y merchant put posters everywhere.
All I've been able to trust so far is my sword arm, I have learned a little from this guild however I do not wish to take to the arena and show off in some grandiose fashion...I feel more kin with protecting others than being a champion. The people are good to me here, state I have talent despite being part blind, naturally I seem to mistrust any kind words, closing my heart off to all.
Headaches...I get them frequently and their only increasing in intensity, they seem to bizarrely allow me to see some vision of another person and their immediate past. I wouldn't believe it myself had the people themselves not testified to every detail.
I fought, voidsent. The creatures were horrifying and grotesque,yet my fear only gave rise to fury, I saw that there were other people in immediate danger...strangers, first a Lalafell and then a Hyur merchant whom I'd only just met and watched him hand out treats to poor children and I simply moved into the path of the creatures and slew them.
There was another man, both times. White hair, tattoos on his neck, another Hyur. He helped me out when things were getting pretty tough, though I still don't know his name. He seemed quite flirty even, though I didn't really pay him much return as my mind was still wash with pain and battle adrenaline.
One last thing to mention before I finish this entry, I heard those words again, /Hear Feel Think/ when I touched a crystal that one of the monsters had dropped, it vanished in a bright light and I seemed to be taken to some otherworldly place. I can't remember much else because I blacked out after that but it may have something to do with who I am and why I am here.
My only hope is that why I am here and who I am do not conflict with each other...I would hate to find out I was sent here for nefarious purposes considering this strong since of guardianship has arisen in me.
