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Cenric Asher

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A Little Down

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Still loving Shadowbringers, but been feeling kind of bummed out lately. Going through a rocky period with an offline friend of a long time, haven’t been as social as perhaps I could be at work because of focusing hardcore, and honestly it might seem small but I don’t know if the stuff I care a lot about and get excited over resonates with others.

I need to get better at leaving feedback my own self on things. I kind of figure if I am mostly silent except for content producing that can alienate people a bit, and I do honestly dig what folks are doing here. Tbh some of my own quiet is that on lodestone at least idk if the in-depth, thoughtful kind of feedback works for other people or just bugs ‘em. I know some people just react tl;dr and I know I can ramble at times.

Probably just a funk of the moment but figure better to admit it and move on then stew.
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Tifka Stormmoon

Siren [Aether]

Just do what like. People who dig that kind of thing will show up. Those who don't will usually just go elsewhere. There's really no sense in posting anything you have zero interest in or don't like - it's not like this is a job or anything, why turn it into one?

Heck, I go silent a couple weeks at a time, I don't even think about it. I'm usually posting to relieve boredom during my weekend shift; nothing more, nothing less.

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

Thanks Tifka, I appreciate it a lot. I've been trying to figure out where to go for going back and forth with people making art, stories, and theories based on the game but most of that crowd seems like RPers? Was tumblr originally but tbh not thrilled with the site as a whole and I seem to be shadowbanned. Nothing I tag shows up.

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

Making things for FFXIV is just for fun absolutely, but making things in-general is what I've built my life around. Still working to get myself out there so it's prob hitting a little weird rn.

Tbh FFXIV (both game and fans) helped pull me out of a pretty bad place. Players might gripe but people on the whole have basic decency and really believe in quality. The game is beautiful and thoughtful and it's clear how much effort goes in. Maybe as I settle in (and sleep properly) mood will improve.

Annabel Ashcroft

Faerie [Aether]

Cenric, don't be afraid to post what you want to post.
It's YOUR blog, post what YOU want to post!

Look at me, I post all kinds of crap not related to ff14.

Do some bitch about it? sure, but hey, no one is making them read it! ;-)

(judging from the view counts, few do, but that don't stop me. ;p)

Also, not everyone who does fiction is a RPGer, some just do it because they like to write.

Tifka Stormmoon

Siren [Aether]

Truth, I haven't RP'd since my WoW days (bleepin' Burning Crusade destroying the feel of the horde...). Frankly, I wrote here on a Lark and ended up liking. I haven't written regularly for over 20 years! And even when I did do it regularly, it was never from 1st person and from a female characters PoV. Doing something different from my usual fare is actually stretching some old unused creative muscles and the pain feels bloody good.

Niyaz Epocan

Cactuar [Aether]

I think regularity shouldn't be a requirement at all. We all have RL lives to work on as well and sometimes the funk carries over. Enjoy what you do - you know some of us do enjoy it as well!! <3

Lolo Menehune

Siren [Aether]

Cenric you always seem the happiest posting your Photos, I see no point in stopping! Whatever you post here is what provides you enjoyment and never allow anyone, yourself included convince you otherwise!.
Real life has enough hurdles and challenges, allow this time to be about self-exploration via creativity and less about undue pressures ; )

Sol Key

Adamantoise [Aether]

I hope after some sleep you feel better and Im also loving Shadowbringers. Cenric no one can walk in your tailored shoes but many have taken the paths you have with similar sentiments and thoughts along the way. Whatever your feeling now you can feel it, it'll pass.You seem considerate of others and kind. Don't forget to be that for yourself. :) ps: still havent gotten that blm coat drop lol >_<

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

Hi everyone! Going to reply in-depth in a bit, but just want to say thank you so much for the reassurance and encouragement! I was honestly very touched reading these, really made a difference for me and helped with feeling less alone/like I was messing up terribly. <3 Yesterday I basically got home from work, quietly killed Titania to relax some, and slept like the dead shortly after. Feeling much better now!

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

Answering properly, Annabel--seriously thank you. "Don't like, don't read" is a really fair point and at least if something's out there people have the option to make that choice. :) And that is true on the RP versus solo writing bit! I do wish it was a bit easier to find story entry points for people and track updates haha, my home page basically gets flooded by free company alerts so unless I regularly do blog searches it's easy to miss stuff!

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

Tifka, honestly if you ever feel like explaining how stuff went pear shaped for WoW I'd honestly be curious haha. Only did a free trial for like a day or two once but I've heard a lot of people mention stuff heading downhill for WoW and I'm a bit curious about how lore got effected. And that's really cool that you got back into writing here after so long! Saw one of your stories a bit ago and it was really interesting, liked that you focused on Tifka wanting a father-daughter relationship!

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

SENDING HUGS YOUR WAY LIA! Thank you, I do think some of the RL funk got me when I posted this. I was basically :[ from the moment I got up until slightly before I went to bed. Just one of those days tbh. And thanks Lolo! That is a really good point and tbh a good reminder. Got enough harcore stuff going on, low-pressure making things was one of the main reasons I started doing this to begin with. :) And SOL IF THERE IS A WAY I CAN HELP GRIND SKALLA AND SEND YOU THE COAT LEMME KNOW! :P

Cenric Asher

Famfrit [Primal]

Also Sol, sending hugs your way. That was honestly one of the nicest messages I've gotten in a while and want to let you know it meant a bunch to me. Gotta remember everyone feels isolated sometimes and not to pull double-standard stuff on myself haha. Glad to hear you're loving Shadowbringers too!
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